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A Way - Part Two

February 12, 2026


“You know I could walk up by my damn self,” Moira snapped, ripping her wrist from Ben’s sweaty grip.

Ben hadn’t even realized he’d been dragging her—from the gym, to the street, up the stairs, breathless and frantic.

“Huh—oh, sorry, Moira, I’m just—when you see it, her, you’ll—”

They stopped short at his door.

Moira planted her palm flat against his chest, holding him there.
“Her?” she demanded. “Wait. I’m meeting someone? You’ve been a wreck for months, Benjamin, and now there’s a her? What the fuck?”

Tears pooled in her eyes, sharp and sudden.

“I don’t need to meet whoever she is,” Moira continued, her voice breaking, “at least not yet. In case you’ve forgotten, she was practically my sister. My family. When I lost everyone, she was there. And—”

“Hey,” a voice said gently from inside the apartment. “What’s going on? I heard voices.”

Angie stood there.

Just as Moira remembered her.
Living. Breathing.

A sound tore its way out of Moira’s chest as her eyes widened and her hand tightened in the fabric of Ben’s jacket. Ben covered Moira’s hand with his own, felt the violent tremor in her fingers, hoped—stupidly—that touch could anchor this moment.

“Moi—”

“Shut up,” Moira whispered. “Shut. Up.”

Tears slid down her face as she slowly let go of Ben. She tilted her head, wonder and disbelief softening her features, her shoulders sagging as if her body wanted to collapse—but didn’t. Bearing witness mattered more than fainting.

“How are…” she tried. Swallowed. “How are you here?”

Angie’s eyes filled as she shrugged helplessly, a small, broken smile tugging at her mouth.
“Honestly? I don’t know,” she said. “Maybe the wedding was a promise. Or a wish. I—I don’t know.”

Moira laughed through her tears and wiped her face.
“A wish,” she echoed. “It was a wish.”

She hugged Angie.

Then Ben did.

For a moment, it was the happiest thing any of them had ever known—the relief of Angie being back, alive, here.

Until Ben’s arms closed around Moira.

“What—no,” Moira gasped, shoving him away. “No. No no no no no.”

Ben’s heart slammed into his throat.

Angie was gone.

Ben stood there, everything still. Even the dust in the air seemed to hold her outline — a shape where she had been.

He looked at Moira.

Her arms were tight at her sides, fingers twitching outward — the same nervous reach she used to make when she’d grab for Angie’s hand in crowded rooms.

Ben kept staring, like his body hadn’t received the message yet.

Then he moved.

“Angie?”

He checked the hallway first, then the bathroom, then the bedroom — opening doors as if she might be standing politely behind one, waiting for the right cue to return.

“Angie, stop. This isn’t—”

“Ben.”

Moira’s shoulders dropped. She stepped into the middle of the living room.

The apartment did not feel empty.

It felt… plucked. Rearranged. Nothing missing. Just shifted.

“She just disappeared,” Ben said, breathing uneven. “We have to find her.”

Moira lifted her hand.

“Hold on.”

“For what?”

“Shhh.”

“You saw her. She was here.”

“I know.”

“And she’s gone.”

“No.”

“What do you mean no?!”

Moira’s jaw tightened.

“Because it can’t be that you saw her all night and I only got her for a few minutes in the morning. Because Benjamin — you may have been her husband — but I am her sister.”

Her voice didn’t rise. It steadied.

“I felt it when she left the first time. I felt it in my ribs. And I’m telling you right now — she is not gone like that.”

Ben swallowed.

Moira took one step closer.

“You think because you two were special bone buddies that makes you more important than me?” she said, deadpan. “Moira equals Bestie for Life. Always.”

Ben blinked.

Then laughed — sharp and startled.

She hit his arm.

He pulled her into a hug. They laughed harder than the moment deserved. Then quieter. Then still. Moira’s head rested on his shoulder. “Where are you here, Ange?” she whispered to the room. “Why leave here  like that? You wouldn’t just go—right? Not with me. Not just like that.”Ben pressed his cheek into her hair. “Like you said,” he murmured. “You feel her. You’ll tell me the day she’s gone again.” Moira nodded once. “A promise.”


That night, Ben woke into paralysis.

He couldn’t move.

The air felt thick, pressing down on his chest.

There was weight at the edge of the mattress.

Tall.

Still.

Watching him.

His throat worked uselessly.

The figure leaned forward.

Hair falling over its face.

And then—

“Oh my god, you should see your face!”

Angie burst into laughter.

The pressure vanished.

Ben jerked upright.

“What the hell, Ange?”

“I have always wanted to scare you like that,” she said, wiping imaginary tears from her eyes. “And I thought this was the best opportunity.”

“You’re dead.”

“And you still scare easy!”

“No, I meant — you’re dead!”

She laughed again, and he lunged for her. She darted away, the room bending strangely around them as if the walls were slightly tilted.

He caught her by the waist and pulled her in.

He buried his face in her hair.. It still smelled like her raspberry cowash.

“Tell me this is real,” he whispered. “Tell me I’m not just dreaming.”

She leaned back slightly and looked at him.

“What I’ve learned so far,” she said gently, “is that two things can be true.”

She placed her hands on his face.

“This is real.”

The clock behind her began to soften at the edges.

“And you are dreaming.”

Ben looked around.

The walls breathed.

The bed stretched slightly too long.

The digital clock melted — numbers fixed at 9:08.

“Why did you leave?”

A small pause.

“I think we misjudged it,” she said. “We don’t always get the whole morning.”

“What happens now?”

She wrapped her arms around him, resting her chin against his chest.

“For now,” she whispered, “we have this.”

“And after?”

“There are ways,” she said softly. “Not all of them look like this.”

“How will I know—”

She stopped him with a kiss.

“Ask Moira.”

She leaned close to his ear.

“And you forgot to turn on your alar—”

Ben woke with a choking gasp.

The room was still.

The microwave clock glowed through the doorway.

9:09 a.m.

He grabbed his phone.

9:09.

His mind snagged on the dream.

9:08.

The number would not let go.

His phone rang.

Moira.

He answered.

There was a long breath on the other end.

“Ben,” she said quietly. “What time was she buried?”

His stomach dropped.

“Nine-oh-eight.”

Silence.

On both ends.

“That’s the hour,” Moira said.

Neither of them said what it meant.

In grief, loss Tags horror, love, death
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A Way (Part One)

December 21, 2025


“It’s our anniversary,” Angie murmured as her eyes fluttered open, fixing on the brick archway above her. Her voice echoed softly through the dim space. For a moment, reflex took over—she reached for her neck, grasping quickly, hoping this was only some wild dream.

But the world sharpened instead.

The smell of damp stone and dust.
The cold, unmoving air.
The gentle weight of a chain resting against her collarbone.

And on that chain—

“…the ring.”

She pressed the metal between her thumb and index finger, as if it were something she could still warm by holding.

Angie pushed herself upright and leaned back against the wall, taking in the St. Patrick Basilica catacombs. The place was still beautiful—quiet, reverent, heavy with endings. Every year, she returned to this exact spot. The place where she and Ben had met during a candlelight tour.

A strange place to fall in love.
Stranger still to return to after death.

This was where their love learned how to live.

Her ending happened elsewhere.

But beginnings imprint deeper.

That was why she came back here.

Angie died seven years ago—only three years after meeting Ben. And though death took her body, it didn’t erase the life they built together. They loved each other fiercely, absurdly, as if the universe had made a clerical error and let two halves of the same soul collide too soon.

They met right here, between two cardinals’ tombs, the moment Angie’s shoe betrayed her. The Velcro gave out, and she went flying—face-first—into Ben’s Old Navy blue-label sweater.

“Can you walk?” he asked, annoyed and startled.

“Apparently… no.” She lifted her ankle, showing him the dangling shoe. She tried a hop. “See? Tore up from the—well, not the floor up, but close enough.”

Ben smiled despite himself. His warm brown eyes met her storm-grey ones—and her eyes smiled back at him. Fully. Kindly. A softness he didn’t know eyes were capable of.

“Sorry,” he said. “I’m being a dick.”

“Thank you for apologizing,” she replied. “Are you having a bad day?”

“Think I’ve had a few,” he laughed weakly.

“Do you want to talk about it? It’s okay if you don’t—we don’t even know each oth—”

“Would you like to know me?”

She paused. Then smiled.

“Yes,” she said. “Actually… do you want to get coffee?”

That coffee became the first of many.
Hands found each other.
Lives unfolded.

Angie and Ben were in love long before either of them admitted it. They made plans easily, carelessly, believing time would behave itself.

For a while, it did.

Plans for the wedding came together smoothly. The reception plans followed. The years they spent together blurred into a continuous warmth—bright, consuming, deeply ordinary in the way real love often is. They argued sometimes. Small fractures. But they never lost sight of one another. Every day still carried the same spark that had drawn them together in the catacombs.

People like to say the honeymoon phase fades. That it’s just a trick of novelty.

But not for them.

For Angie and Ben, love felt like a long, unbroken thought—something luminous, stretching forward without a visible end.

Ben planned the surprise carefully. Angie had always wanted the small patch of grass near the pier—the place where they’d shared their first kiss—for their wedding reception. It was an odd request. Nearly impossible.

Ben made it happen anyway.

He guided her there blindfolded, one hand wrapped securely around hers. When they reached the grass, music bloomed behind them—her friend’s band covering the song they loved most.

“Are you kidding me?” Angie laughed. “What—oh my god, what’s happening?”

Ben removed the blindfold.

“Remember when you said this place was impossible to get?” he asked, arms folding around her as he tried to stay calm.

Her body bounced with joy. Her eyes filled.

“We got it, babe.”

She screamed—pure, unfiltered happiness—and broke from his arms only to launch herself back into them, kissing him breathless.

“Is there anything you can’t do?”

“Anything we can’t,” he said softly, kissing her back, “we’ll figure out together.”

She swayed against him as the music carried on, humming the words under her breath.

“But I somehow
Slowly love you…”

“Angie?” Ben murmured.

Her steps faltered.

Her weight shifted—wrong, sudden, heavy. He adjusted instinctively, reaching for her face.

Time folded.

Her lips whispered, “a way.”

Her eyes rolled back.

Her head fell.

Ben’s knees hit the grass.

The music stopped.

People rushed forward.

Phones came out.

Angie’s nose began to bleed. Her breathing turned wet and uneven.

No one called 911.

They recorded Ben holding her as she died of an aneurysm in his arms.

“It was our wedding anniversary,” Ben said later, at the eulogy. “We were planning—”

He couldn’t finish. There was no ending to reach.

After the wake, he asked Moira—Angie’s closest friend—to stay behind. He handed her two rings, each threaded onto a chain.

“We never got married,” he said quietly. “All I want is to spend the rest of my life with the woman I love.”

Moira stared at him, grief and horror colliding.

“Oh my fucking god, Ben—are you okay?”

“I just watched the woman I love die in my arms,” he said, breaking. “The least I can do is marry her. Grieve her properly.”

Since Moira was ordained, she performed the ceremony.

She placed Angie’s hand into Ben’s.
Then Ben’s into Angie’s.

“Angie,” she said softly, “do you take this man—”

A pipe banged somewhere in the walls.

They froze.

“And you, Ben?”

“I do.”

Moira lifted the rings—to the sky, to the floor, to the center—and placed the chains around their necks.

“By the powers of earth, time, and all planes between,” she said, “I pronounce you husband and wife.”

The year that followed hollowed Ben out. He lost his job. Sold the apartment. Moved back into his old place. Smoked too much. Drank more. Wondered if it would’ve been easier to follow her instead of surviving her.

By the next anniversary, he wandered the pier drunk and alone, drawn back to the grass without knowing why.

As night fell, people came and went. Eventually, there was no one.

He cried.

He cried as the scent of her perfume slipped into the air. As he felt the gentle press of a hand against his face. He remembered the moment he swore he could feel her soul leave her body.

“A husk,” he muttered.

“Hey,” a voice whispered. “I’m not a husk.”

Ben opened his eyes.

Angie sat in front of him, wearing her pale dress. The ring rested at her throat. She looked whole. Alive.

Ben choked on his breath and scrambled backward in terror.
“How—how did—what are you—”

“It’s our anniversary,” she said gently.

“Our wedding anniversary,” she clarified. “You had Moira perform the ceremony. Remember?”

At first, she told him, waking in the catacombs had been terror. Screaming. Panic. The realization that she was gone. Dying hadn’t just been losing her life—it had been losing him too.

“I don’t know how this is happening,” she said, tears welling. “It’s like you made a wish. And I came back.”

Ben crawled toward her slowly.

“Can I… touch you?”

She guided his hand to her chest. He felt warmth. A heartbeat. The rise and fall of her breath. Her birthmark. The ring.

“Is this permanent?” he asked quietly. “Do we have time?”

“It doesn’t matter,” she said. “What matters is now.”

They kissed—saying everything they couldn’t yet put into words. Longing. Ache. Trauma. Love.

That night, he took her home.

They spoke for hours. Held each other until sleep claimed them both.

At 7:05 a.m., Ben’s alarm went off.

Angie slept beside him.

He smiled. He couldn’t wait to show Moira the miracle.

When Moira arrived, he grabbed her arm.
“You’re taking the day off. You’re coming with me.”

She pulled back immediately.
“Ben—are you okay? Like… really okay?”

“Yes,” he said urgently. “Please. Just come with me. Coffee. I need to show you something.”

She narrowed her eyes. “Once I figure out you’re tore up from the floor up, we’re going to the cuckoo’s nest.”

“I think once you see what I see,” Ben said, “you’re gonna think we should go together.”

Moira followed him, uneasy, back toward his apartment—just a few blocks away—completely unaware of what waited a few floors up.

In grief, loss Tags short fiction, horror, romance, emotional realism
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